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| Wednesday, 1-Nov-2006 12:00 |
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.love.agony.destiny.faith.
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Im awake still.. I wish u were here..but u aint..and u wont be here anymore..
..but still..I love and adore u..still, these hopes and wishes never fade..they just wont die..
They say with love comes agony. that the pains of missing them every day and night isn't as searing as the agony of sensing signs it's ending. When their messages of affection that used to cover you like petals of roses become as sparse as leaves in a frigid winter. When you feel the distance growing each day..you can't explain it, but you know it's happening. When it's becoming more obvious you're the one chasing with no shame.
Then you discover the truth. You ask why, but you already know the real answer that lies behind the reply. The more you ask, the more you realize you've become a disturbance.
And you're awakened that your presence no longer makes a difference. You're there, you're not there — it's all the same. You're tolerated, not admired.
I see the walls crumbling all around me.. Yet I don't know where we stand this very moment. Are we done, or am I just deceiving myself that we're somehow still held together by a string as brittle as glass? The only thing I know is even you are not my first, you are sure to be, my last..The one I wish to spend my whole life with..
I have always loved you, and always will. I just don't want to meddle into your life any more than you do.
May God give me the strength to detach with grace and dignity. If it's just a break that you need, I will remain here for you, still loving you as I always have. But if you've found someone else, I will understand and weep in my solitude..
My love, I promise, I wont ever stop wishing..and hoping..and never ever give up on u..and "us".
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| Friday, 17-Mar-2006 12:00 |
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day out with frenzy frenz
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| Wednesday, 25-Jan-2006 00:00 |
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:: Tesl Nite ::
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THIS HILLARIOUS EVENT TOOK PLACE AT THE UNISEL MAIN HALL ON THE 23RD OF JAN
OK TAK IRJA BERGAYA ALA2 WAHEEDA WASSINI
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| Wednesday, 4-Jan-2006 00:00 |
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:: Gath 2005/06 ::
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gath GEJU 05/06
ni gmbar dr camera kak ana..mine blum upload lagi..sooner or later la.. 
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| Saturday, 1-Oct-2005 00:00 |
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:: Panggilan Pulau ::
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sblm departing posing dulu :P
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ok x irja pkai kimono ni? :P
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sblm mkn pn bleh posing :P
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Ada Apa Dengan Langkawi?
Coklat..Coklat..[size=24]COKLAT!! [/size]
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| Thursday, 1-Sep-2005 00:00 |
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:: MerDeKa!!! ::
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merdeka kah kita..?
irja belum.. 
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| Saturday, 27-Aug-2005 00:00 |
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:: Special Dinner ::
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cheers for MY VERY FIRST LEBANESE FOODS! yummmmmyyyyyyy
OH IM SO FULL ( err..no,im not asking for beans ) 
tribute to Al Marjan Restaurant KLCC **
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| Wednesday, 24-Aug-2005 00:00 |
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:: KL.. ::
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KL..now..and..then..
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| Tuesday, 7-Jun-2005 00:00 |
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- GatH-
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Some may pat you on the back
Saying, "Please, don't you cry."
They might give you some excuse
When you're whining, "Why?"
Some will try and make you talk
Even when you don't want to.
When you request some good advice
They'll say, "It's all up to you."
Some "friends" may scold you
For feeling how you feel.
Some "friends" will tell you
When you're hurt, "Oh, girl, GET REAL!"
I'm not one of those "friends".
I'm of a different kind.
A friend who truly cares about
What's going on in your mind.
Whether it's your heart that's being broken
Or you are the cause of another's pain.
I'll be here to hug you close.
I'll be here to keep you sane.
I'll tell you it's ok to cry,
and listen as you sob your tale.
I'll be here through it all.
Through all the rain and hail.
There's one last thing you ought to know.
I may not have made it clear.
When all those "friends" are far away
it is I who will be near.
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| Friday, 3-Jun-2005 00:00 |
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:: CoLoUrS ::
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warna warni
biskut rangup
hati senang
zaman kanak-kanak
terkenang
dibibir
menguntum senyuman
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